I want to know what it feels like to be beautiful?

Not "cute", not "pretty", but breath-takingly gorgeous. The type of girl that can't walk past a group of guys without getting stares. The type who is only single because she can't seem to choose between the many guys who are interested in her. The type that can step into a party and instantly be the center of attention. I don't understand why some girls just get so lucky, while girls like me can only manage to look half decent at best. No amount of confidence can make up for my lack of physical beauty. I don't turn heads. I don't get hit on. I can't pull hot guys at parties. Instead I'm the one always eyeing guys I could never have. I'm the one who's confidence plummets once I discover the boy I've had a crush on is obsessed with "her". I'm the one who's single because no decent guys give her the time of day. I'm the one who stands by like I'm invisible, while the beautiful girls get all the attention. Will I ever get my chance to feel beautiful?